I am 19 years old, and I’m depressed. And that is okay. I feel sad for no reason at all. It's not that my life is full of struggles and pain, even though I have a normal life with sweet and bitter phases. My sadness of mood is nothing, it's just that I’m dealing with my depressive symptoms, like some other diabetic or heart patient dealing with their symptoms. There are days when I don’t want to come out of my bed because I don’t see a reason to, or maybe because I was up all night. At times I find myself in my head, sitting on a bench near a ghastly river saying “I should have done it, but I didn’t because I was too tired”. And then the things that I could have done but didn’t, make me feel guilty. Still, I find no motivation to do it and I remain to be tired all the time. Tears use to roll down my cheeks for no reason, I felt I was being unreasonable and irrational, I disappointed people, I broke things and the list goes on. And that’s just my depression. I’m not the reason f...