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It is beautiful when passion and career come together. But! Do they?? May be YES or might be NO. Life was great until dad went to work and never came back. It's been five years since he had left behind mom with two mouths to feed. Losing her soul mate and gaining financial crisis broke her from within. This event changed the course of our lives forever. I stood holding my younger sister by her hand and we both gazed at mom.  She screamed, cried, she laughed sitting beside dad’s body, which was cold forever. The next day she looked weird without her sindoor, bindi, and bangles. She comes to me and tells me, your dad is no more and I am tired of being tired. Your sister is young enough and we both have to support this family. Try and get a job. I have never seen mom so helpless before. I completed my graduation and immediately found a job in a private company. I never stopped working since I got so busy with my life, that I could hardly gift myself 'not working'. Though every...

Hey, I have heard something from your friend, is it true?? Hmm, I think I have a crush on you … Even I like you. Every girl wants a guy who could make her smile when she doesn’t want to. In my case, he was the reason behind my smile. Love was always a confusing thing for me but suddenly the awkward and imperfect relationship seemed to be so perfect. Everything was so nice.  But was I matured enough to handle the whole thing that a real relationship requires?? But all I wanted was to go home and text him. I reached home and quickly took my Nokia 2690 which was no less than a smartphone in those days. It displayed a new message, U there?? And an instant smile was there on my face. We both were immature and loved each other’s attention. Everything was stupid and nice, we both wanted to go home and text each other. Texting was all we could do because going out with mates was quite an impossible thing for us. Loving and being loved added richness to our lives. Then we broke up for some ...

My cellphone beeped, it displayed a new message. How are you? I replied, I'm fine. Was I really doing fine?? I was sad and drowned with hopeless emotions and attitude. I looked into the mirror and I saw a fat and ugly girl standing . My academic performance was getting poor day by day, I was stressed . Its lunch time and my hunger is dead. I was having sleepless nights and restless days. I was always tired. I was having a hard time, tears rolled down my cheeks and I didn't know what were they for. My criticism was cutting my veins... But I know a smile can make me happy. An aiding  ear can make me feel I am not alone. I wish when I shouted  with no reason , in place of criticising  me someone could come and talk  to me politely . When I was locked within the walls of my own mind and was unable to escape. I wish someone could come and pull me out where I cam feel fresh air on my face and the wind blowing through my hairs. When my high pitch ask me WHY ME?? I wish I h...

Wish it, believe it and it will be so. Really? You can't control everything , sometimes you just need to relax and have faith that things will workout . Everything will be fine, its just a matter of time. Really? Without putting efforts everything will never be fine. I tell people i'm tired, but  I am depressed. I tell people I'll be fine tomorrow . But I know , tomorrow will be worse. For making tomorrow better we have to fight back the situation .    I asked him, why life is so weird and messed up ?? He said, dear everything will be fine! Again I asked him, when will it be fine?? He said , soon with a smile. All I have to believe that good things are coming down the road, I just have to keep walking and stay positive in the bad. You just have to know everything would workout and keep yourself simple in the mind. Everything would be fine . There's always a Rainbow after the Rain. Similarly always bad times will lead to great times. Just take a deep breath and relax, i...

I have always been a night's owl, late-night studying, and holding on to a cup of coffee is all my type. I hate moments when nights crawl being lonely and all my anger roll down my cheeks, realizing I am being like those few people, who think it's necessary to hurt a person back for making them realize how being hurt feels and I never wanted to be their kind. I have always been frustrated about bad things happening to me, it seems everything has gone wrong. Sometimes I felt that I was being unreasonable and irrational, though I didn't want to accept it. All these culminate into anger, frustration, useless fights, and hurting myself and the list continues. Did I waste all my days thinking about how to control my anger? Just because my neighbor told my mom that I am short-tempered and I keep on shouting. Do I have to get angry over this? My mother was ashamed because an outsider complained to her that they get to hear my voice from their house! My mom had asked me not to tal...